of her voice.
A few seconds later, the heavy iron-trimmed oak door swung open. Standing in the doorway was Julian, holding a glass of scotch, wearing a silk robe like he was starring in his own private commercial for a life he hadn’t earned. He looked down his nose at me, taking in my plain jeans, simple cotton shirt, and tired post-flight appearance. Because we had only met briefly once, six years earlier, he didn’t recognize me at all.
“Can I help you?” Julian asked, his voice dripping with condescension. “We don’t buy anything at the door.”
“I’m here to see Martha,” I replied, keeping my voice neutral, still assuming this was some kind of misunderstanding, some stranger who’d wandered into my mother’s life somehow.
Julian let out a dry, dismissive laugh. “If you’re here to clean the gutters or trim the hedges, the maid is out back scrubbing the



