five months.
There had been no moment when he announced that he loved me and orchestral music appeared from nowhere.
It happened in smaller ways.
He learned that I hated coffee that tasted burned.
I learned he woke before five when he was worried.
He learned not to try to solve a problem unless I asked him to.
I learned that his public confidence disappeared whenever Fiona asked him to draw something because he was terrible at drawing.
He had money most people could hardly imagine.
Yet the things that made me trust him were almost embarrassingly ordinary.
He knocked before entering the guesthouse.
He returned things where he found them.
He never read over my shoulder.
When he disagreed with me, he said so without punishing me for disagreeing back.
The first time he kissed me, we were standing beside the kitchen sink.
No photographers.
No champagne.
No dramatic



