car was going to get two children to school from temporary housing.
But I understood what ordinary help could mean when someone’s life had stopped feeling ordinary.
One Saturday morning in October, I sat on the back steps of my house holding a cup of coffee while Fiona chased Pancake through a pile of leaves.
Luca came around the side of the house carrying a paper bag from the bakery.
“You’re late,” I told him.
“By three minutes.”
“Unacceptable.”
He sat beside me.
Fiona ran toward us holding a yellow leaf.
“Look!”
She handed it to Luca.
“It looks like a star.”
He examined it with the seriousness he normally reserved for business documents.
“You’re right.”
“We have to save it.”
“Obviously.”
She ran inside to find her drawing book.
Luca looked at me.
“You okay?”
I nodded.
Across the yard stood my own back door.
My key was in



